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poems

sometimes i write poems. here's some of them.

forty years

23/02/26

inspired by V.E. Schwab's novel, Bury Our Bones In the Midnight Soil, which is about rage, grief and toxic lesbians. Very good book.

I was in the process of grieving youth I lost to trauma and undiagnosed neurodivergence, and wrestling with feelings of difference.

I always think there are two roads forward with trauma - act out your hurt onto the world, or claw for a better tomorrow. I have a strong bias for the latter.

bury my bones not in the midnight soil let my bones not persist in the gloom from which they were born let them sprout in the sun catch her rays on new petals delicate and risk scorching and if the daisies make no room in their pastures i will uproot myself take my raw nerves in tender hands and forge a new trail as those who came before to meadows where the light has long waited to shine through me

haikus

Various haikus I've written based on one-word prompts.

through white bleach coral hungry fish still swims in search of higher profits --- bleach
the cat doth insist four dinners would be ideal i say nay, you fiend -- ideal
sinking fire sky birds high in the canopy rant about endings -- rant
tiger stripe stretch marks each a scout badge for living i earn another -- earn
magnolia blooms set upon new growth, azure coming dreams of May -- set
we cannot undo but we can patch cracks with gold — stronger, still -- undo
maintain, love? or change, push it from the cliff edge, to shatter into birds -- maintain
river running quick out-paces the fish within, silt blinding. slow, friend -- pace
drove past old address there, in grey siren jungle two bright hopes sprouted -- address
wild horses flatten ears to the grass. listening to mother’s heartbeat -- listen
crocus violet hands wake, coached to the heavens rain stirs pinprick souls -- coach
wild forget-me-nots hire bees to carry their dreams to far horizons -- hire
shedding my old skin granite rock, chipped. shielding soft, pale underbelly -- rock

and the risky one:

“Oh, bother”, says Pooh “there is a british prince, stuck in this honeypot” -- bother

tanka

Similar to a haiku, a 5-7-5-7-7 syllable poem.

I park my soul here on the vibrant riverbank where I will leave it one fragment, wild, free to swim while the rest collects paychecks --- park